i hate coconut ! ):<

I HATE COCONUT!
its not that fruit , its that person we gave a nickname for .
In th first place ,
why did i trust her so much ?
why i tell her things that couldn't be revealed?
why am i so stupid ?
why did i know shes a betrayer , and i still had a heart to heart talk with her ?
why do i used to tell her my problems ?
why did i started befriending her in th first place ?
why did i forgive her everytime she do something bad / wrong to hurt me as a friend ?
why did she always want to do all this ?
why ? Does it even make her happy ?!
Tell me why , oh why...?
yepp , she changed alot , definitely .
people do change , and they dun realise it sometimes .
today , i heard her talking so loudly bout me .
saying : Actually as a betrayer , by being one , its not th betrayer's fault .
they betray people for a reason .
And its totally not th betrayers fault wad.. who ask th person so stupid go trust th betrayer so much , then tell everything she knows to th betrayer , even her secret .
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At that point of time , i was super angry .
cause i knew i had seen in th wrong person .
i shouldn't have trusted her so much .
i shouldn't tell her everything .
i shouldn't tell her things that cannot be revealed .
i shouldn't have a heart to heart talk with her .
i shouldn't have befriended her in th first place .
i shouldn't have forgiven her times and times .
Now , th feeling of being betrayed , backstabbed , is wad im suffocating from right now .
i almost cried out when i think of all these , but forget it .
wads over its alr over .
since theres such a cheap person that exist in my life , nvm .
i will just treat it that my luck is bad enough , to haf to face all this stupid things , sickening ppl .
Just wanted to let everything out , cus im pondering over it for very very long .
even during lessons , i wanted to let everything out .
Now i want to go to a place where there is nobody , and just let myself scream th hell outta everything .
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ytd had Practical Exam , suay suay tio stomach cramp .
pain till i buaytahan lah .
haiyo . :/
sian.. then not in mood to cook .
cut finger thrice . -.-'
1st one no bleed .
2nd one no bleed , third , bleed quite alot .
somemore cut till th same spot twice , pain dao~
LOL , now not le ah .
then i only know i keep bully zhangheng , dino , and piggy :P .
NPCC , keep making their berets , HEHEHE!
so fun lor , i forgot zhangheng or whose beret , damn loose
turn th beret jiu can liao , HAHA!
then another one damn tight , turn alr th person also turn , LOLOL!
Friday , going CCK Sec for swearing .
WEEEEETS! Can see Jueying :P
alrights , byebye for ytd .
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Today , nth much happened .
Cause coconut made me angry , in th first place .
so i totally dun wan to talk bout th day .
just rmb today had fun pulling piggy hair , cause he bully me ! HEHEHE! :P
and there he is , msg-ing me he having headache , LOL!
NOOBPIG jiu shi NOOBPIG :P !
Byebyee~ :D