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woke up at 3.38pm by father .
i even push him , LOL :x
read msg , was informed by LJH to go to aunts house .
wahlahs! Last minute sial -.-'
Chiong bathing , then father drive me there .
reach le help Reiner mama cook :D
Hahas , cook finish alr , talk to reiner.
5.30pm liddat he go basketball .
Uncle came home later , so talked to them .
Tv-ed awhile , eat dinner :D
then reiner home-d at 7 plus ? o.o
i forgot .
He looked so tanned liao lor , aft his BB training . x.x
his arms both side tanned dao~
Hahas , then talked to him while he eat again .
waited for LJH to come .
9 plus he reach , eat alr then father drive us home .
LJH damn bully lah hor , -.-'
keep dunwan let me use th com !
SELFISH AH! ):
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Blah , now fretting over some stupid things .
i used to trust that person really really much .
despite th numerous times of backstabbings / betrayings she did .
At first , she betrayed .
She explained her story , i forgive . -.-'
then 2nd time , she backstabbed .
She explained to me why she did that , i forgive . -.-'
3rd time , she backstabbe-d again .
i asked her wad th hell she wans .
she said nth .
A few days later i realised myself forgiving her again . -.-'
Now , she sorta betrayed..
its been loads of times alr .
Everytime i tell myself to not forgive this kind of person ,
my heart and mind just wouldn't listen .
Everytime im just so ' soft-hearted . '
i wonder why .
Numerous ppl had told me NOT to forgive , if not that particular person will just take this things for granted and act out all her mistakes again .
And then i did it again .
ZZZ , you might think im stupid .
But i just cant take it , everytime ppl say their reason of their wrongdoings , i just cant help it and forgive them . -.-'
i hope i can change .
This time , i really not gonna talk to her ever again .
being damn serious this time , im determined .
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Hmm.. Reiner told me some things which caused me to kinda change my mind , LOL .
yepp , this kind of thing isn't wad i want .
Probably she too have her own problems .
Oh well , just haf to learn to ' Forgive and Rebuild . '
even though im kinda unwilling , i must learn .
Only that way , then can make peace , (: .
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Bye/.