Biased .

The feeling of Betrayed .

I told you so . Treat me nicely and i'll be grateful . Betray , Lie , Backstab , i may be a real bitch . And thats how you regarded me now , a real bitch .

I guess i know that you'd came to my blog everyday , as you had remembered JQ's bloglink . Well yeh , this post is dedicated to you , and only you .

Well you know , i really pity th ppl around you sometimes . Cause they hang out with you , mostly don't like / have been putting up a fake front just to bear with your attitudes . You actually didn't know that do you ?? Ever since when have you really spared a thought for others?? Its always others that has been tolerating you , and at th same time , they dun rlly enjoy being with you .

I could even guess that _ , _ , _ , and _ dun like you . I can see that , i can feel that . Thats because i had felt this way right before they do yeh ? Th times i hanged out with you , sometimes it was really really fun i swear . But ever since i'd known that you'd betrayed me for th first time , th trust broke out . i no longer trusted you as much as before .

Times when ____ told me bout you , i couldn't bring myself to believe it . Why ? Thats because i'd trusted you too much , way too much . And yet , you betrayed me once again..

I didn't know why that happened , maybe i did smth wrong ? Or wad . I confronted you asking you why u did that , and you told me bout your problems . Fine , i accept that . we moved on tgt as friends again .

Over numerous times of Lying , Betraying , and backstabbing , i finally realised i had enough . Enough of what ? And th reason is you . I bet you know it yourself , i needn't explain .

Let me ask you , if you regarded someone as your TRUE friend , like how i did , and that ' truefriend ' of yours had betrayed you , how would you have felt ? I bet it would have been awful yepp ? It isn't just one time , but many .

And yeh , thats how i felt . Seriously , try putting yourself into other ppl's shoes , try to understand how they feel . And that you will know . We have exchanged numerous number of secrets to each other , and yet , you let them all out . While yours , i still kept them right in my heart . Cause why ? I do treasure th friendship we once had .

I rmb u telling me if i told you ___________________ , you will tell me ____________ . But in th end wad happened?! A Few days later , u msge-d me that you told me __________ wasn't true at all , you lied cus you wanted to know mine . Fine , i was really really angry with you at that point of time . But still how did i reply you ?! I replied you with a smile , saying : Its alright , i guessed so , and i understand .

Thats how i'd treated you , and yet , one day i finally found out that you'd betrayed me by telling others about it . why ? why did you do that?! what had i done to really make you do things that way ? i seriously regretted telling you bout it , forgiving you times and times..

And right on that day , i broke my friendship with you . why ? Because i really couldn't bring myself to believe in you anymore . Th fun times we had spent tgt , as friends , were just part of my wishful thinkings . cause to you , you had never even treated me as a real friend before . Thats wad you'd said . And it really hurts me . Throughly..

School re-opene-d , Term 4 . I never even talke-d to you a single bit . i can't be bothered even . But you , had regardlessly stabbed me on th back for once , and now twice . I dun know , i really dun know wad have gotten into you , it just seemed that you were no longer th same . Th kind , friendly , Bubbly person i've used to trust , talk , and smiled to .

In th future , i believed same things will happen to you . For lots and Lotsa times . Uncountable . Th feelings , things , i've suffered from . Sooner or later , you will experience them yourself . And only that way , you will regret things that you'd done to me , as well as th others .

you've changed totally , i no longer trust you anymore . I hate you , th reason is you and only you . i hope you will understand why i treat u this way now .