why you always find fault against me? ):

WHO CAN BE MY PUNCHING BAG!?

idk how and wut to explain..
but i just want to prove that.. Everything all along , isn't my fault D:
ITS NOT MY FAULT! D:

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i just want you to know that , its not my fucking ever fault.
Dun ever push th blame on me again D:
i treated you as a friend , but did you ??
idk wut im doing/typing right now.
im just trying to express my feelings here.
I'm so damn angry.
sorry guys, to have to let you come to my blog just for this ):
Alright. Ending here.. Bye.